I have not been able to update, so much has happened and most of it unseemly. Life just wants to sucks sometimes, and when it does you might simply want to throw the towel in and give up. Am no superhero, I've tried giving up once or twice with no success. I'd admit, it's rather hard not to be able to give up but it's also a little more interesting this way.
Even though we have to smile or act like there's nothing wrong in cosplay we do have problems. And even though anime characters are simply so flawless and don't get fat -- we do. So don't be so hard on yourself!! I'm trying to say this to myself more often as I'm really a hard critic on myself but it's not working. :| The world in itself, the people in it, your boss, your co-worker may already be hard on you even the economy might be hard on you (Even the traffic) Try to ease up on yourself cause no one else will know when you need a breather more than YOU.
No matter how heavy the makeup is, or how wide and long the falsies are, there is a heart beating inside that binded/dolled up chest and there are feelings that get hurt when things get said. No matter how you feel the need to be mean, rude or derogatory keep it to yourself. There's always room to be civil in the wide world of the internet. And as a last tip to people out there who are so engrossed in the hobby:
Unless you're making a stable livelihood at this, I won't suggest making it your entire life. As much as we want to, believe me I'd rather stay at home daily and do shoots and whatnot there's "REAL LIFE" waiting for me 5 days of the week + extra sidelines whenever I need the cash for extravagant locations and materials. I have absolutely ZERO return financially in this costume hobby. And honestly I regret nothing. If you're fine with this, and can support it go ahead. But if you're bothering someone else for money -- then I suggest you learn that it's a tougher world. But if you're quite the independent person... Remember to always have people who support you, remember that no matter how introverted you are --You still need other people (to talk to/to smile with/and to be weird around)
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After working hard, it is not necessary that you will be rewarded. (It's not a fairy tale...sorry) Most of the time, you have to work even harder so that your hard work pays off.
The point I'm not trying to rant, but basically even after all that I can't just suddenly win a contest just cause I entered. I had to be shameless (And yeah if you have the time could you click like on this?)
We've already agreed on the fact that anime characters are just too damned unrealistic. One of the most unrealistic things will be tackled here, the oh-so cute mouths of the younger characters we see in our beloved moving drawings.
I hope this is of help to anyone,
Am not an expert in makeup and I simply read ebooks and online tutorials as well and apply whatever I learn wherever possible! If you have tips on improving this, please do share! Thank you for reading! The internet and the power of anonymity is simply frightening at times. From identity theft to worse case bullying that cause some to even hide in their homes at times. Admittedly, if you attract attention to yourself you would be a target of criticism. But again, are we asking for it openly? Is it right for you to be rude? Would you ever tell a stranger to his or her face that he/she is ugly and such? Normally the answer is no, but because of the internet - we all have this power
Bullies are everywhereI still don't know why people have the urge to look down on others and write it down. I have been made fun of, judged and called many names for simply posting pictures on my FB account. Thing here is, I have never promoted myself, or even told anyone to please 'like' this or that and please subscribe and such. Am still too damned shy for those things. Ever been bullied? Received a really depressing comment? If you have, then try to take a breather. These people are misinformed, and they probably have their own ideals in mind. That's not something you can control. What's more important is, DO YOU LIKE WHAT YOU'RE DOING? Are you satisfied with the outcome and such? That's all there is to it. Critics are welcome, BUT
at least try and be constructive. I don't mind these comments anymore, I just need an example. Dont take it the wrong way. People will always be highly critical of others though some are more vocal about it. That's how diverse life is, and we just have to be stronger, but likewise I really hope these people would find a better outlet. As fun as it may seem to bring others down, you aren't doing anything to improve yourself and that just sounds really dragging. A lesson of CAUTION It is said, that most women have at least experiences some form of stalking in their life at least once. And think about it, you might find out you've been at some point a victim of stalking as well. Although it may seem flattering at some points, it can also be quite rattling and down right scary.
2. The untraceable name Kuri curry? Who? I made my pseudonym due to the fear of being once again stalked. At school, I never imagined I'd actually be stalked up to the point that I was afraid to GO TO SCHOOL. They would watch me go to class almost daily. (That's why I was fairly sure they were there for me) take pictures of me while I'm at Chem Lab, or basically just even follow me up to my house. There were even points wherein I was approached and followed in a mall up to the point I went to the comfort room. Wherein the guy could no longer follow. I was afraid, and I DO NOT LIKE being afraid. I did not understand why I was being followed and I did not like it. I usually commute and it's rather hard to be taken seriously if they tag my name with the words, "Ahh the cosplayer?". Outside of my hobby, I'd like to be treated like a professional. Sure, I do tell some of my work mates but with being known as 'the cosplayer' in the office. (You get a LOT of unnecessary attention plus people think you LEND OUT EVERYTHING) 3. Controlling what's shared
Either with settings, or securing that you only post things you want to be seen by EVERYONE on a certain account is a good way to lessen the amount of information people can get their hands on. With this name of mine, I can control what people see and what they don't. I don't want future clients looking at me and merely seeing that I'm a delusional 'kid' who still fantasizes about old world vampires, mech, and time leaps. Things that I would suggest NOT being specific about in regards of ONLINE Accounts/Online contests (UNLESS they WILL NOT divulge your private information):
Famous people can do these things, because well for one they have SECURITY. As normal folk, we have a lot more vulnerability then they do. If they or anyone messes with them, it's easier to trace. Sum it up? TAKE CARE OF YOUR IDENTITY. You don't need to bare all to the point that people can make fake accounts in your name and fill up the info section like some well studied for exam.
There's a lot of articles about being good judges, and one thing that will be redundant among them is the fact that you have to always be NEUTRAL.
Alodia Gosiengfiao is one of the names that I had to be compard to since I was younger, I wasn't aware of her yet back then but there were friends of mine who approached me due to the supposed resemblance.
We all have those days, wherein we hardly even put on makeup..we didn't even know the difference between direct flash and having ambient light (Although that technical aspect of lighting isn't really something you need to know it helps in terms of ambiance)
Not perfect: But aiming for it We all improve gradually
Not at the same rate, but we all do... just keep that in mind and stop looking at other people and comparing yourself. There are a lot of differences between people. (Circumstances/ resources like money and time) they all differ. And it would only cause you a load of stress and maybe even a bit of sadness if you do. So just take it at a stride! Study whenever you can regarding the components you see yourself as lacking. Save for that "One big photo shoot",or that "one big costume project" that am sure will be worth all the time. If you're not seeing any improvements in your final output? Maybe try re-thinking whatever your into, in this case cosplay. If you aren't really interested in seeing better results or going over your own limits...don't expect better results.
Making it affordable: Bluntly put, at around 6,000 pesos you can already get a high quality blade of your own. You can go look that up, compare it, and find that this is possibly one of the best offers for this sort of quality. I like the fact that they cater to two markets, as they have the cheaper alternative to the pricier hand forged beauties. Mainly their swords go through 6 stages:
They are what they sell:What do I mean? The owners know what they’re doing, they know the processes, the differences in metals and they obviously love what they’re doing. An easy example of just how much they love the craft is when there was this FB user who commented on ‘why’ their machine made blades are cheaper—plainly he stated that it’s because of the metal they use has carbon. And that it rusts easily, and then came their reply. (They give out an extensive article about “Carbon-content” in steel here. But basically the higher the content, the harder and long-lasting the edge is for example 1-1.5% is what a Nihonto contains) I rummaged through FB and couldn't find it anymore, but I remember it so much that I had to put it here. Basically the conversation went something like this: FB User: The metal they use have carbon in them and rust easily, that's why it's cheap (Or something like that) As I read that comment I was happy that they made someone know their place. There isn’t anything wrong with stating facts if you REALLY KNOW what you’re talking about. There’s nothing wrong with correcting people and giving out opinions either. It’s just that, too bad for Mr FB User, Sir Aldwin wasn’t going to let it slide. In any case who would? I can’t stress it enough, they KNOW what they’re doing and they’re amazing that way. Some sellers would just slap on the word “Authentic” and hope you’d buy it. With them it’s different; I even learned carbon metal content and hardness, real’ katana or a Nihonto against souvenir blades.
Personal Wishlist:This is ranked from your left hand side to the right: The left being a sword I still regret not having/saving up for...probably will carry that regret to my grave. Seriously look at that red blade...it's like a blade made up of blood! While the 2nd one being Saber/Arthuria's Excalibur as my target...am still figuring out how to get my hands on even the machine forged beauty. 3rd to 5th on this list are whims...heck a girl can dream.
Short but sweetA Wrap-up:
Interested in owning your own glorious fantasy blade? Or adding to your collection for cutting practice? Where: They’re located in Mandaluyong City, Philippines How: They do meet-ups and only ship LOCALLY for now Price: Prices vary from 6,500 onwards Quality: Doesn’t get better than this Authentic: If by 'authentic' you mean a Nihonto...well the productions of these are regulated and will cost you an arm and a leg to buy. Their swords are high quality though and as is thoroughly explained in their website, it is forged as close to the traditional means as possible. Hanggang payong ka na lang ba? Or rather, Will you only ever own an umbrella with a plastic sword hilt? And if you’re getting one, maybe grab one for me? Haha…nothing wrong with wishful thinking Aside from Matoi, which would be started this week There's two others that will be started early this year: Trying out this thing called "patience" Usually, I spend a week on a costume...but right now I have been delaying a lot of my costume projects for the sake of thinking things through and hopefully getting better results with the final output. Nothing wrong with rushing, but then again the discomfort with trying to fit all of the pieces together (And wearing a hardly finished outfit) is straining. So in regards to the Saber Lily Gift version, I've always wanted to cosplay it but as my chance to do so came and went. I am going to try my luck with her this year. No group to tell me who to cosplay (No offense of course, I loved doing Saber Alter) and dropping all fears of being compared. As in anything in life, there would always be better cosplayers out there. But at least I can say that I love it more than most without doubt. :) Cosplay is a hobby that I love to bits, and I am thankful that most people understand that. |
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